shit crap shit crap shit crap. shitified crap. thing's been so shitty lately i have nothing else to say. i feel so shit now. everything just had to fall apart on me all in one day. wow how cool. and no one seem to even give a shit. but hah, its okay. why should anyone care anyway? results are just shit shit shit shit shit. yes, i'm stupid, i know, you don't have to rub it in. i'm lousy, i know. i guess my attempt to prove everyone wrong has failed, i'm giving in, everyone wins, i lose, i guess i'm just hopeless. aren't you happy now? oh screw me, screw you, screw everyone.

and i'm sooooooo sorry. sooo sorry. so sorry. i'm sorry nat. i'm sorry sarah. i'm sorry sijing. i'm just sorry, everyone. sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry. i'm just really really really sorry. its all my fault and i'm really really sorry. everyone hates me now and i'm just really really sorry.

like HOW SHIT CAN EVERYTHING GET?!

but long long talks outside 7 11 with sya sarah shyan and going to town with long long walks back to school with sya sarah shyan nat cheers me up. with stupid actions from over the hedge and singing stupid and random and childish songs like hi-5 BINGO and L.O.V.E.

BLEEEEEAAAAGGGHHHHHHHH.

(12:35 PM)